Where to go from here?

I wish that I was one of those people who could sit and just let things happen, but unfortunately I am not. I said that I would wait it out but I don't believe I can. How can someone wait, indefinitely, with their life on hold for years? This is month 11 and CCAA has made it through 3 months worth of LIDs since we began. It's truly insane to expect families to hold on to hope with no communication. We are praying that we will find our daughter on a waiting child list that will soon be posted with our agency. If she is not there we will withdraw from China's International Adoption program. I am saddened to give up, we have put much of our hearts into China but see no end in the waiting in sight. We are excited to get started on our new path that I believe will lead us to Ethiopia. We have discussed this and are ready for a new journey. Keep us in your thoughts and prayers as we make this decision.